Bargaining with the Christian God

Updated Title 6-2-2015

This is the hardest entry to write, and I've saved it until last to comment on.   I grew up on prayer that wasn't being answered.  I had commented elsewhere in this blog that God doesn't answer prayer.  If He did exist as Christians say he did he'd say, "Hi", now and then.  Thus, I became a deist: God set the Earth in motion and He sits back.  It [the Earth] is up to man at this point.  

I reached a stage to make bargains with God.  If you have never gotten an answer to prayer maybe you need to bargain with him.  I recall I made a bargain when we lost one of our dogs.   My wife was pretty distressed.  Our beagle-cocker spaniel dog had jumped the fence.  I bargained that if our dog came back I'd read the old testament by a certain date.  The dog came back in just over 24 hours being missing.  Whether God was really behind it or whether the dog came back on her own is still a question.  I had the obligation to read the old testament.  I started reading, but missed fulfilling my end of the bargain by the deadline.  I did finish the old testament of the Bible eventually.   The dog would run away again and was gone longer: over 48 hours!   I bargained going to church again.  The dog returned and I did hold up my part of the bargain - I would attend a church service.

Think what you will, but bargains might work when you don't see results from regular prayer.  

The Powers That We Can All Be

UPDATED 12/25/12

I've done a lot of research to find out about the Illuminati. Originally, a society of deists that wanted to abolish religion, government and other things. That society no longer exists. Reviewing the rituals of Freemasonry in the public domain it almost appears that beginning Freemasons are training to be deists. Most of the name "Illuminati" appears to be a word used for some high grade ritual or degree within secret societies or organizations. It is just a word for the degree and doesn't make the individual instantly enlightened. I could say that with all my studies I am an independent Illuminati member. My studies are with the Lullists (check spelling), Freemasonry and other enlightened subjects. I guess I could consider myself on the road to being an Illuminati adept. This blog will only look at books by Freemason authors for review. I don't wish to expose the higher rituals. You can read a number of books out there that discuss the final degrees: 31, 32 and 33. You can draw your own conclusions. I won't be going there. I only wanted to discuss those first 3 rituals so I could point out the function the initiate plays. I will probably spend the rest of my life searching for the truth. My studies will cover Papus, Swedenborg and Pernety among others.

Visit With Your Dead Relatives

UPDATED 1/18/13

Necromancy is a method of communicating with the dead. I never thought that communicating with spirits would be reliable, but I thought that if I could communicate with my dead relatives I might find something out about the afterlife. The occult organization I belonged to taught me telepathy. Telepathy has always been easier than using magic to conjure up riches. It is almost like I've done it all before. I just have to practice to get my skills back. It is so much like reviewing material I already know.   These experiments were the most dangerous and I have found out about the true realms of heaven, hell, the Catholic concept of 'Sheol', and the concept of 'God'. I could have titled this chapter: Visit Heaven and Hell While You Are Still Alive.

I have always wondered about the experience called astral projection. It is somewhat similar to experiencing death and the afterlife while you are still alive. Once in awhile we are confronted with the death of a loved one. Sometime ago, my wife and I found one of our cats had passed away sometime in the afternoon. Later, we came to find out he had a heart condition. I miss that cat more than ever. I wonder if he is now in that world called the afterlife. There is something I've discovered by combining all the techniques I've accumulated. I think I have found a way into the depths of heaven and hell. I came across things I have never seen before. If you aren't skilled in astral projection or remote viewing you won't stand a chance to experience one of the ultimate of paranormal experiences. Even if you can do remote viewing or astral projection it is best not to mess with this one. I have decided to not disclose the details or HOW to do this unless you have had a chance to talk to me personally. I plan on revealing this as the last thing I detail I write in this blog.

I visited 3 people that had died.  These people were family or friends of the family.  I can honestly say that you are better off to take a trip to someone who has gone to hell than one who has gone to heaven! Not many can face God especially if one isn't meant to go to heaven. I had the opportunity to meet someone who had committed suicide. In death, all is compensation. It isn't exactly like karma where you learn something so you can do better next time. Reaping and sowing is a better description of what happens. Everything good or bad you do is being tabulated, counted and you will be confronted with it upon your death. The soldier who has killed will experience the bullets he fired into another over and over. I am no Christian, but I now see this world will soon pass away and we will be rewarded or punished based on what we have all done here on this Earth.

I'm trying to find more from my notes because I had written everything down.  MORE DETAILS TO COME!

Stop Being Yourself

Updated 12/28/12

There are some books you need to consider:  Mind Tricks: Ancient and Modern, and Think and Grow Rich

This is what the whole book has been about. I will discuss generally what this chapter's objective is, but I won't go into details. I have decided against a reality book at this point. I don't have time to mentor others, but this ebook blog should help others to get started.

Many teenagers wish at times they were someone else. This book now shows that this is now entirely possible. I'm looking at rites or rituals that will transform a person into someone from the past. I have a rough draft now on how to become another person. I have tested this concept already this year (2012). Imagine if you will if it was possible to become someone from the past - perhaps Socrates. Think about if you could extend your consciousness back to the point that you were in Socrates' mind seeing things as he saw them.  If anyone else has any ideas about this matter please email me.  My email address is:

 ne  ctane  bus20  13@g  ma  il.com
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